Brain Regurgitations

spookyfeels:

Well that’s a bit harsh don’t you think Jay?

Completely understandable, Jay.

I wouldn’t put my life in the hands of a Belieber, either. 

(Source: tothefeels)

timsutton:

So fat jokes about me aren’t cool but this shit is okay?

No, this shit is NOT okay, and it never was.

Wow, guys, really?

This shit actually makes me ASHAMED to be a part of this fandom. That’s right, I said it. The people who posted and submitted this are real assholes, and if you don’t leave the fandom, I will.

I love Marble Hornets, but I loved it long before I discovered tumblr. I loved it even when I didn’t know anyone who had heard of it, and before I could get any of my friends to watch it. I loved it when my entire relationship with Marble Hornets was catching up on season two alone in my room at two in the morning, when I had no one to talk to to confirm for me that it wasn’t real. And I will continue to love it after the day comes when I stop visiting tumblr.

The first person I ever followed on tumblr was Troy, and it wasn’t because of Marble Hornets, but his art and funny responses to asks. The second was Tim, for his hilarity and not his character in Marble Hornets. So even my Tumblr loyalties lie with Marble Hornets and its creators. All of whom, may I add, are really nice, funny guys who are easy to talk to. And more importantly, they are actual human beings with hearts, and they have poured their hearts, souls, bodies and CARS into this series. Why? For you. For all of us. AND THIS BULLSHIT IS HOW WE SHOW OUR APPRECIATION?!

Consider this my resignation from the fandom.

I am unsubscribing from ALL Marble Hornets fan tumblrs, and I will no longer post anything made by the fandom, nor pay attention to any fan posts. From now on, it is only original Marble Hornets videos for me. You guys have pissed me off for the last time.

I am ashamed of everyone who has made confessions like this and who continues to make these jokes, so much so that I will not group myself with any of the people involved with the fandom. Do NOT count Cheeze among your ranks ever again.

If you have to ask yourself whether I am a Marble Hornets fan or not, I would rather you lie to yourself and say that I am not than associate me with the type of behavior that is making this fandom notorious.

Unless you and I have talked personally, I will no longer follow or talk to you.

I cannot handle this petty, ridiculous bullshit anymore.

I know some of you are teenagers, but I was hoping against hope that we were all above the middle school attitude of, “Yeah, they make really cool stuff that I love, but THEY’RE SO WEIRD-LOOKING/FAT/INSERT CHILDISH INSULT OF YOUR CHOICE LOLOLOLOL”

Fuck that.

Fuck you, shitty “fans”.

Goodbye, Marble Hornets fandom.

Hate me if you want, but I will not miss you. There are too many little shits among you, despite the majority of you always having been really cool to me, and to the guys.

I have just unfollowed every Marble Hornets blog belonging to people that I do not talk to. I’m giving the general Slender Man blogs a chance, but my patience is worn thin. The shitty “fans” have enraged me, and my wrath will be felt among even the innocent among you. I apologize for that, seeing as you are the majority, but I really have no more patience for this fandom in general.

Yes, bitchy Cheeze is unleashed, and she will stay until you guys start acting like the adults you pretend to be.

I know that the entire fandom is not responsible for these few cunts, but the fact that these people are allowed to exist AND that making fun of the creators’ appearances is now an inside joke in the fandom, makes me sick.

I’m going back to the days where the only thing I knew about Marble Hornets was what was posted by the creators themselves. I will not be posting any more Marble Hornets things ever unless they are made by the creators or are otherwise directly related to the creators.

Yes, now you know where my loyalties lie.

Marble Hornets became part of my life right after I had been through some really horrible, traumatic shit that I am not ready to share with the world. Marble Hornets was exactly what I needed, and was a great series to boot.

I will always choose Marble Hornets itself over the fans. Marble Hornets helped me through some tough times. The fans have given me a few laughs and a few feels, but nothing that I wouldn’t have been able to find elsewhere. Marble Hornets is uniquely important to my life and who I have become in the last year.

When I showed up here, I was already happy and comparatively well-adjusted. Because I had Marble Hornets.

I was a “late-comer” to the series, having only discovered it about halfway through season two. Catching up on the series alone, in the dark, was amazing.

Marble Hornets (and Troyhasacamera) both helped me get back to writing. Writing has always been the most important thing I’ve ever done, so that is not a statement I make lightly. The only other people I can say that about are J. K. Rowling, whose books have changed my life since I was nine years old, and Steve Martin, one of the greatest writers, actors and comedians I have ever discovered.

Jay, our unreliable narrator, became a close friend stuck in a helpless situation. I wished I could help him, but I could only watch and hope for the best for him.

Tim/Masky showed himself to be less of a villain and more of a guide. And as season three has progressed, he began to break my heart.

Even insane and violent Alex had my love, because he wasn’t just a violent asshole. We watched him slowly lose his mind and his friends because of the Operator.

I didn’t care what they looked like. All I cared about was what they were doing. What they were going through.

This is why I generally try to avoid fandoms. It always devolves into children yelling at each other over who is cute and who isn’t.

Goodbye, Marble Hornets fandom.

I have no regrets.

(Source: marblehornetsconfessions)